So, we listed all the goats on craigslist and started fielding calls and emails about our small but binding herd. And then it hit me. Well, it took a few days and few flickers before the light bulb moment happened, but it did eventually happen. You see, I have been formulating a post in my head about my own disappointment over my habit of starting things and not finishing them. I start books, but never finish them. I have a box of sewing that is labeled "Started Projects". I started to loose weight, but didn't finish. I go through seasons of healthy eating, but never make it a life-long habit. I love the excitement over starting something new. I have tried to keep a chore chart and do use it at very random intervals. But it is not a habit.
I don't want to quit just because it isn't fun anymore. I don't our kids to see us give up when things get tough. And milking these goats is tough business! Especially when you can't go out of town or have to be home by dark to feed and care for animals. Even the everyday milking process is no fun with our kicky milkers. But we don't want to quit. So, we (really me, but Farmer Husband has been cheering from the sidelines!) have decided to press forward with this whole farming venue and get used to milking the goats everyday. We haven't been milking them at all. It's no fun. It's hard work. It's frustrating and even painful at times! But I know they can get used to it and so can we, if we make it a habit.
Today marks 7 days in a row of milking for us. That is a record worth mentioning over here, because CR, Little E and I are getting abused on the milking stand! We used to milk them at night when Robbie was home to help me, but have decided to start doing it in the mornings without him. Poor CR is my goat handler who tries to talk sweet and rub on the goats while I try to milk with one hand and hold a leg with the other! It takes us a long time and it's not enjoyable, but we are doing it! And today was the first day that we were able to see the fruits of our labor!! The goats begrudgingly gave us 1.5 quarts of milk this morning. We should be getting more, but we are still sharing with the babies, so in time, we hope to get about a gallon a day! One day soon . . . but for now we are thrilled to have this much!
And in the meantime, we are talking to our kids about responsibilities and how even Mom and Dad want to quit when we don't like something! We still might give up on the dream of being goat farmers, but we aren't going to today! Maybe when the next vacation time comes around! By then we will probably be giving them away!




































